There are times in my life when I really question why I'm alive. But then there are those moments, however little, that just make it livable. Most of the time I just want to give up. I always just want to take the easy road and skip all the bad parts, but you can't do that can you? To have good you must have some bad too, that's just how things work. My favorite artist, Sarah Slean, had a little prologue written in her new CD. I've decided to share it with you cause I think it describes life and my situation quite well.

"You will find the right words
Just you wait and see
they'll be falling from the rooftops
on a blossom covered breeze
and the song you need to hear
will be singing through the trees
are you listening?
don't you see?

You are on the right path
you will realize
that the tears will always leave you
with a brighter pair of eyes
and that the pain you've been fighting
is an angel in disguise
it is love, love,
love is wise

There's still time to notice
still time to believe
that a door at last will open
where the darkness used to be
and the paradise you long for
is underneath your feet
what are you running for?
where've you been?

Throw your heart into the ocean
throw your heart into the sea
you will find that all the right words
will come out naturally"

-Sarah Slean, The Baroness Prologue 2008